What usually seems like just yesterday (but sometimes feels like a lifetime ago), I was a young, single mother raising two beautiful daughters. We were—by the standards we in our country judge wealth—destitute. I had a meager job and was putting myself through college at night. We lived in a little cape cod. We didn’t take vacations, let alone fabulous ones, and rarely went “out” for dinner, but we did eat a fair amount of pasta because it was inexpensive (and a lot of fish sticks and grilled cheese sandwiches, if you’d ask my girls). We didn’t buy much clothing or expensive toys.
But, you know what we did have? We had us. We had love, lots of love. We did homework together at the kitchen counter. The house was often filled with the joy of more than just the voices of my two precious girls. They hosted sleepovers for their friends (lots of sleepovers), and there were kids in the house all the time. We had “a hideout” in the backyard, where hours were spent in nature. We had Christmas Eve “concerts” and a Birthday Cake for Baby Jesus every year.
We sat out on our little deck—the one not far from our small, above-ground pool. We had my parents—who were thrilled to be grandparents— actively involved in our lives. We did projects together. We had parties in the backyard, sang silly songs, and danced. We laughed. We lived in the moment. We actively loved life.
Of course, there were challenges. Of course, as they got older, we didn’t always see eye-to-eye. Of course, we were human.
What usually seems like just yesterday (but sometimes feels like a lifetime ago), I was a young, single mother raising two beautiful daughters. By the standards we in our country judge wealth, we would have been labeled destitute. I had a meager job and was putting myself through college at night. We lived in a tiny cape cod. We didn’t take vacations—let alone fabulous ones—and rarely went “out” for dinner, but we did eat a fair amount of pasta because it was inexpensive (and a lot of fish sticks and grilled cheese sandwiches, if you’d ask my girls). And we didn’t buy much clothing or expensive toys.
But, you know what we did have? We had us. We had love, lots of love. We did homework together at the kitchen counter. The house was often filled with the joy of more than just the voices of my two precious girls. They hosted sleepovers for their friends (lots of sleepovers), and there were always kids in the house. We had “a hideout” in the backyard, where hours were spent in nature. We had Christmas Eve “concerts” and a Birthday Cake for Baby Jesus every year.
We sat outside on our little deck, not far from our small, above-ground pool. My parents— thrilled to be grandparents— were actively involved in our lives. We did projects together. We had parties in the backyard, sang silly songs, and danced. We laughed. We lived in the moment. We actively loved life.
Of course, there were challenges. Of course, as they got older, we didn’t always see eye-to-eye. Of course, we were human.
Now, far more than halfway through this life, I am a grandparent—an wonderful and blessed gift— and have the honor of watching my grown daughters live their adult lives. Sara and Erin are accomplished, loving, generous, and intelligent women. As the saying goes, “They would make any mother proud.
For their thirtieth birthdays, I made “The First Thirty Years of Your Life” scrapbooks, going through my “save box,” piecing together memories, photos, thoughts, reflections, and love. I still remember the emotion of sifting through all those years. They are now both in their forties. Time is fleeting, and I am aware of its fragility.
After sleeping, working, cooking, eating, commuting, and cleaning, how do you choose to spend your time? This temporal existence is ephemeral. You can’t redo yesterday or unwind the clock’s hours. So, how will you choose to spend these priceless, fleeting moments?
Long ago, I learned how to spell peace, and, for many of my years, it was a small cape cod with three small bedrooms, a wooded backyard, a Mom and two daughters, and an adventure of love. How blessed is that?
With Love,
Kay
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Wonderfully said–and lived!
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That really brought back memories of raising my daughter. We were blessed with similar circumstances. Our Cape Cod was the fun place where her adult friends still recall some of their best memories. Our vacations were tent camping because it was affordable. I wouldn’t change a single
box of macaroni and cheese for the gift of the joys and trials of those years. Thanks for a few moments remembering those times.
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